처음 밴드를 시작하게 된 계기는,
어떤 거였는지 잘 생각이 나질 않네요.
남들이 잘 부른다, 잘 부른다 하니까, 연극이나 만화 외에 내안의 다른 뭔가를 찾을 수 있지 않을까? 하는 마음이 있었을 지도 모르고, 그때 당시 열광했던 자우림의 김윤아 같은 존재가 되고 싶었던 건지도 모르겠습니다.
그도 아니면... 고등학교 때만해도 "우리나라 가요는 너무 촌스러워"라는 건방진 생각을 하며,
"일본&한국 애니 음악"만 죽어라 듣던 오덕같은 아이가 처음 빠진 음악이 (지금도 대단한 인기를 누리고 있긴 하지만) 라르크엔시엘의 "Driver's High" 이어서 였는지도....
어쨌든 어떤 이유에서였든, 어떤 심경에서였든 간에,
처음 제스트라는 한국기술교육대학교의 밴드에 9기로 입성했고,
지금도 음악을 하고 있다는 사실이 중요한게 아닌가 싶습니다.
(현재는 쉬고 있는 중...)
처음 "합주"라는 개념하에 밴드의 일원으로 연습을 한 곡은
그때부터 지금까지 쭉- 저의 히로인인 Pink의 " Just like a pill"이란 노래로, 기타 치는 썽을 빼고, 모두가 초보인 우리를 위해 선정된 "연주가 무지하게 쉬운 곡"이었습니다.
하지만, 아무리 쉽다고 해도 초보는 초보.. 합주시간을 잡아도 제대로 한번 맞춰보기도 어려운 힘겨운 나날이었으며, 게다가 그때당시의 저는 완전한 소프라노를 자랑하던 초초초 날카로운 보이스를 갖고 있었기 때문에, 매번 선배들이 토해내는 "목소리가 너무 얇다","발성이 그게 뭐냐","노래랑 안어울린다","기교가 없다","재미없다","심심하다" 등 갖은 쓴소리들에 참 견디기 힘들었던 시절이기도 했죠.
하지만, 연습은 하지 않는 개념없는 후배였기도 했습니다.
들어보시죠.
September 8, 1979 (America)
가장 터프한 목소리의 소유자가 아닐까...
[M!ssundaztood] 앨범에 07번 트랙에 수록된 "Just like a pill"
* 뮤비는 저작권 위반이래서 지웠습니다 -_-;;*
I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me
I think I took too much
I'm crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz it's making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz it's making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
I think I took too much
I'm crying here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz it's making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch,
I can't stay on your morphine, cuz it's making me itch
I said I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch,
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
그 다음, 2003년 1학기 정기공연을 마치기 위해서는 한곡이 더 필요했습니다.
그래서, 나온 "Skid Row"의 "18&life"
락이라는 음악을 접하기 시작할 당시에, 저에게 가장 많은 곡 추천을 안겨준 이는 베이스의 재윤군이었습니다.
이 때 당시, 박군은 Skid Row에 빠져있었고, 다소의 무리가 있었지만, 이 곡을 우리의 두번째 연습곡으로 추천하였더랬습니다.
다들 "x팔 라이프"로 불렀던 기억이.....
건즈의 엑슬로즈에 이은, 아름다운 보컬인 세바스찬으로 인해 여성팬들에게 엄청난 인기를 누렸던 "Skid Row"입니다.
(사실 다들 잘생겼다..-_-;)
개인적으로 좋아하는 노래는 "Forever"~
데뷔앨범인 [Skid Row] 05번 트랙에 수록된 "18 and life"
* 뮤비는 저작권 위반이래서 지웠습니다 -_-;;*
Ricky was a young boy, He had a heart of stone.
Lived 9 to 5 and worked his fingers to the bone.
Just barely got out of school, came from the edge of town.
Fought like a switchblade so no one could take him down.
He had no money, oooh no good at home.
He walked the streets a soldier and he fought the world alone
And now it's
18 and life You got it
18 and life you know
Your crime is time and it's
18 and life to go
Tequila in his heartbeat, His veins burned gasoline.
It kept his motor running but it never kept him clean.
They say he loved adventure, "Ricky's the wild one."
He married trouble and had a courtship with a gun.
Bang Bang Shoot 'em up, The party never ends.
You can't think of dying when the bottle's your best friend
And now it's
18 and life You got it
18 and life you know
Your crime is time and it's
18 and life to go
"Accidents will happen" they all heard Ricky say
He fired his six-shot to the wind that blew a child away.
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위에서 잠깐 언급한 메탈의 양대 꽃미남
건즈앤로지스의 엑슬로즈.. 촌스러운 꽃바지도...이상하지 않고, 아름답기만 하군요.
목소리는 내 맘에 쏙들진 않지만, 건즈에 잘어울리고...-.,-
스키드로우의 세바스찬 바흐.. 이름만큼이나 섹시하군.
노래는..
부를때마다 항상 느끼는 거지만,
연습이 중요합니다.
음악을 즐기고 싶다면, 연습을 게을리 하지 말지니....
(자기반성멘트)
